Dairy

In these few days, I got a interest on the web that is reading other's diary on their xanga site. It seems that many people write their diary in xanga. They ca post their lvely photos on there. Everyone seems to have their own life. church people, secondary schoolmates, and even primary schoolmates. In past, i was living in their part of life. Now, we separate and have our own lives. I just know their lives from their diary. Am i feel so tired to have contact with them? Or i don't want to have more complex life by now? Or i do not take action to be active ?

I don't wanna to try again to being hurt. Or maybe i really have some problem. Last year things, i still remember. I cannot forget. Maybe i can't forget although people said i should forget and i also think i need to forget. HAHAHAA~~~~silly .............stupid.

Will i still be alone in future?No frds accompany with? Or i don't wanna try to get in deep with new frds? or should i tearsure my old frds? I don't know and i also don't want to think. Or my real frd is yet to come?vv.....

maybe i don't like to have much interact with others...............

Now, in poly, i really can have a gd time with some frds, but can i still keep in touch with them more deeply or after this semester?