Tuesday, April 25, 2006

~2.3.4~~~

234 is my day of birth!
Day of 23406, when i back to church i was so mervous and there are special feelings that are different from usually i back to church. everyone say congratulations to you~i am so happy , because mother, brother,and yuki and also my real real friends come. Everybody said i am like 空姐~呢~haha~
last night, i have not much preparation of what should i said. So that day, i have a bit nervous! when 陳牧師call us to have a little briefing before start, i feel i want to cry.......don't know why, just want to cry. Thus, before i stand out in front of so much people, singing, listening msg........i already so touch lu.......the wrose is my friend Tong, and Kwong give me a tissue and said, " just give you for later use!" O..........so bad~~~that make me more nervous!!!!!!!

I am the third one to stand out, before two are good at speaking and they are very calm. My turn, a little bit accident, my shirt fall down to my shoulder, so ugly and not tidy!!!!! Thanks for mr lam call me to put my clothes better!!!! the microphone 一時有聲, 一時又人無聲, when i just walk out, stay, then i say, " i'm so nervous....!!!" then all the people said when i stand out then i cry la.....o..........before i pray for that i don't want to cry, it's one of the most happiness time, i don't want to cry!!!!!! someone use 血染的風采to describe me!!!!!so bad that guy!!!! however, i can say all what i want to say, and i see few ppl also cry.............when i was saying.........feel very sorry..............for my emotions that make you all cry with me..... Also, i see Kwong 就哂眉to look at me......hahaha~~~~

After i back to my chair ,............i was relax.................and get the first 聖餐~~~yeah!!!!
when finished, so happy to take photos with all............Also, thanks for you girls and you that flowers. i like it so so much much....becuase it is my first time to receive flowers~~hahahaha~ Also, thanks for all you guys giving jelly, CD and other presents~~~it is much more than my birthday!!! I remember one thing so funny, when you guys rush towards me to take photo...wow...so many ppl, however, i slowly slowly walk back and see you guys ask the one who in front of you to stand lower, lower and lower. when you guys prepare to take photos, and find where is Wing YAn ????HAHAHA~~~~~i am behind all of you ar~~~~~~!!!
Those flower make my hand still pain, just like after running practise.........today is tuesday already. ..............on sunday, my hands can't hold back, and 仲會震tim~

不過, this is the day of my new birth in front of the god! i hope i can't keep heart to love my god and be a good christian!

Saturday, April 22, 2006

可愛

洗禮~

wa~很緊張, 一生人一次€有點緊張, 叫自己看得不太重要而唔緊張的話, 又好像沒有意思, 叫自己看得重要的話, 又令自己緊張, 真的唔知點好


今次又比一個機會去找回中學同學, 想想我應該找誰呢??很多人都想叫, 不過無可能呀€哈哈, 又怕你地唔得閒呀~~好耐唔找你地, 都有d怕呀~不過有意所謂的以前朋友, 都不可叫做朋友啦~~因為人地都唔會當你係, 你又何需要當返人地係朋友呢~哈, 無謂自找煩惱啦~~現在的生活過得幾好~~~不過要學習去原諒別人, 人地錯, 自己好咪得囉~~~~~唔好咁記仇~~hahaha~~
因為我由星期日開始成為一個真真正正的門徒了, 要好好效法基督~!!yup!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

My Xanga

Monday, April 17, 2006

無無謂謂又過了一天~

今天的心情不太好~~~什麼都不想做.....其實我已經3 天都沒有做野啦~~~做左一點點hw, 不是太多~我就是想這麼懶了~~~唉~~
不想去上學~~不想為成績而忙........

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

都可以見得下人啦~

Sunday, April 09, 2006

從頭開始

Friday, April 07, 2006

心頭很痛

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

第三天了..........心很痛.....

沒有人得到安慰............眼淚沒有流出.........反流入心內...吞下......更苦...........

Monday, April 03, 2006

根本不明白問題的所在, 最後都解決不了事情.
我想我好像一隻蝸牛在殼中不願意出現, 只好自己困在自己的世界, 產生自己所做的不開心. 但我依然不想去面對.

我想起婆婆, 她的一生就這樣過了....得到什麼??要是用我的感覺, 她的一生不可叫幸福. 公公只會對她發脾氣, 雖然過了當沒事一樣, 但一個女人的心可以把事情忘記得這麼快嗎? 可能有人說對了, 女人會原諒, 可是不會忘記 (forgive, not forget) 釘痕仍在心中. 婆婆雖然找到一個可依賴的男人, 但沒有找對一個可依靠的男人呢.......

一個星期內, 做了三次在我心目中最看不起的男人所做的事, 信心退步了, 感情傷害了
神就是這麼奇妙, 總放一個最討厭的事在你面前...............

我希望大家心中的想法都可以知道, 這才可以做到真正的包容, 和接納
記得大家一齊的承諾嗎?
"愛是恆久忍耐,又有恩慈;愛是不嫉妒,愛是不自誇,不張狂,不作害羞的事,不求自己的益處,不輕易發怒,不計算人的惡,不喜歡不義,只喜歡真理;凡事包容,凡事相信,凡事盼望,凡事忍耐..愛是永不止息" ( 林 前 13:4-8 ) 看來我們都做不到.......
我很喜歡果一次的傾心事, 然而, 只有果一次...........