sick~!

I was totally unhappy because after the exam, i sick! I decided use these few days to relax then prepare for the theory exam. However, I cannot go out to play, but whole day stay at home sleep sleep sleep. I don't wanna sleep and i can go out gama...............><@

Recently, I feel i easy to angry mum. Because she everythings very care about me, even when i go to see doctor, the doctor also feel about this. Doctor said, ' Parents may also care in mind, give some freedom to child.' I hate when i stay in tai po , mum always phone to me call me do that do that, even teach me how to cook .......i know.........boil the water and flow things into it! Then okay la! Call me see TV!@ when i don't wanna talk with her, she blame me say somethings i very dislike. she knows i don't like but she loves to say it! Finally, i hold the phone and just listen to her saying@! i really don't like. I don't like she always want to go out with me to have lunch. I like stay at home and cook. Outside food don't attract me to eat but expansive! Today, i don't wanna talk more with her when i see her. I need clam down.......................i know this is wrong to hate mum and i know she really really SO care about me.........but sometimes i really feel i cannot breath..................Let things choosen by me ok ???

Insects~~~

Looking at your photo about insects, i really feel that's not ugly or i feel afraid~Sometimes really is beautiful~~~~~
But why i will afraid that some insect fly into my house, and i don't know what should i do???
very afraid!!!!!
I remember you call me to touch 禪殼~~~~~below my flat that little garden.....i feel so special but i still don't wanna touch it~~~just a micro looking~~!~~~

I would like to be with you more.....know more about your interest........talk more about insect~~~~
i try~~~~ok??
however, i can't bear that that my house with 甲由ga~~~^^~!!

nearly finished exam~~

One more subject to exam in this year!!!Supply Chain Management!!~~~~~Although somethings in syllabus are need not to understand because all the point are well-known and easily realize, i need to remember it due i don't know what thing the paper will ask.......is it so difficult or very easy like the mid-term exam that one??? But don't let any chance to get low marks!!! I don't know about the format of the papter..........maybe i need sometime to look at while exam~~

I afraid the most is taking the MTR.........i afraid i will be the same at last week .....i don't want the MTR is new and well-conditioned~~~so cold...make me feel i will fall down again~~~~~and anyone ignore me...........

I handed the application of Beijing trip today............
I want to learn sth from this but hope you can wait for me............
and don't be angry..........
i am not fall you down to have a journey with myself.........
ok? ^^

神經病~

突然, 好想有一個報復咁既心態~唔知係唔係一路唔發洩出黎既後果??
心想我係人地面前要生活得好幸福, 仲要係在他們面前行過咁去叫人地jealous~~~
又可能我想不理後果咁.........講哂我對佢地既不滿.....
諗下諗下.....我總可以叫諗到前年既時~~~所有既因由..........
我想去計算....但係........值唔值得....不過真的放不下........

不過現在舒服多了~~很想寫一些有意思的字眼在自己的msg board or icq info....比佢地明顯咁知道我既不滿.......
我咁講得.....朋友已經係唔再會有意想去保護..........
當初我唔應該做passicve post>..<..........
比佢地亂咁話~~~~

不過...........我現在就要證明的是....我生活得比以前even more 精彩.........重要的是...比你們even more better!!!!

Dairy

In these few days, I got a interest on the web that is reading other's diary on their xanga site. It seems that many people write their diary in xanga. They ca post their lvely photos on there. Everyone seems to have their own life. church people, secondary schoolmates, and even primary schoolmates. In past, i was living in their part of life. Now, we separate and have our own lives. I just know their lives from their diary. Am i feel so tired to have contact with them? Or i don't want to have more complex life by now? Or i do not take action to be active ?

I don't wanna to try again to being hurt. Or maybe i really have some problem. Last year things, i still remember. I cannot forget. Maybe i can't forget although people said i should forget and i also think i need to forget. HAHAHAA~~~~silly .............stupid.

Will i still be alone in future?No frds accompany with? Or i don't wanna try to get in deep with new frds? or should i tearsure my old frds? I don't know and i also don't want to think. Or my real frd is yet to come?vv.....

maybe i don't like to have much interact with others...............

Now, in poly, i really can have a gd time with some frds, but can i still keep in touch with them more deeply or after this semester?

12/5/05

Today is the start of the examination. We have exam of introduction to IT. I think it is okay about the question. Although i cannot remember all of the material, i can handle the question. Because lecturer had told us the question will ask, maybe she afraid her student will get a low marks. I remember in the lecture, i write many tips down. Later, my classmate ask me to take for tips because she need to leave early. O..............if a people can write down tips and let me leave earlier is the best la!!!!
My english writing profolio gets very very low marks!!!!!So up sad! I know my english is not good, but i can't believe that i can get the low marks like this. I always think that the lecturer also want someone to agree with her. If someone said something is exactly what she think, she would so happy and have a NICE response with her good student! She love interesting, someone cannot be interesting, you can't judge he/she is not good in english!She always like to talk with boys la~~~~~~^^a interesting boy~
I don't want english make my GPA lOW~~~~

examination~~

today theory lesson, i am not enjoy about it. Although i want to learn seriously, i cannot bear. Teacher run the lesson in very fast, everyone cannot hear clear and write it down. I don't like it. I don't know why she said i am wrong.I think there is not much difference with her example. These weeks i was so tired to learn theory. i was unhappy. Remember you said don't talk in front of you about the theory lesson, but i just want to say.................

Monday Holiday~~

Today, wake up early than usual holiday. I need to finish my assignment. Very trouble one, i cannot open in home, not only in kwun tong but also tai po !! Access........not commonly use it.Luckily, i can handle it by my knowledge learn in secondary school. Then, I go with tantan to find his student. WOw.........far way from tai po ~~~~we went to butterfly bay~~~right? Is it called butterfly bay??^^~~Together barbecue with them, let me remember what i did in form 4 ,5 . Am i similar with them also???? The girls are BILIBALA~~~the boys are funny. Although their joking is not very very funny, but they enjoy!!That's what they enjoy and so good la~~~~^^

This week angry easier than before~

NEW Friend~Sylvanian family

My new new love ~~~~~~~i have waited to carry them back home for a month~!!!First, we went to Mong kok to see, i though that there will have more choices or other more beauty. But i cannot find the candy shop that i want to buy~~~~~then we back to shatin......HAHAHAHA~~~
I think tonight is because of 大長今~~~so less people go out~~~it seems like much less people walk in shatin!!!!
SEE SEE SEE...........even each of the items i want to look.....all of the baby products i want to buy!finally, i was not only buy a candy shop...but i buy .......the rabbit......and the baby slide ...WOWOOWOWOW~~~~~~so great!!!!But i indulge in fantasy to buy another~~~~~~WORK HARD sin duck la~~~